Why am I always late?...from Let's Talk About Pep by Pepa from Salt and Pepa.

Being a member of Christian Love Baptist church where Pastor Ron is the pastor in Irvington, NJ; has made me want to share my testimony in bits and pieces cause I am deathly shy. People automatically assume differently about me but as my pastor often says; they don't know my story, they just see my glory. I'm not even going to lie...I'm only on page 5 of Pepa's book. In fact, I just bought it today after I heard her on the Wendy Williams Show. I don't watch tv or listen to the radio so I'm often out of the loop only going from home to work or church or church-related events or the mall and ironically I just happen to be in the car on the way to mall today and the radio was on...so u know I had to make a beeline to the Barnes and Noble bookstore where I had actually just purchased another Faith Evans book last night.

Anyway I guess the moral of this story is that I would often hear complaints from a person who was once a part of my life about why I was always late. I really couldn't give an answer and the question just became so annoying to me that I would be so hurt and offended when this person asked me this same question for the one millionth time. I would black out and curse them out but I could never give them a valid and true answer but now I can.

Now I can tell that person if ever they become a part of my life again..."I am always late because I was molested as a young child and being late is one of the only ways I can feel like I have some sort of control or power in my life."


So what do you think? Please go get this book...it is a must read even if only for it's prologue.